My Inspiration: 9 Matahari Magic Words

I've just finished reading 9 Matahari by Adenita. Such a great novel that inspired me so much. Sometimes i felt that she (Adenita) tried too hard to explain every little thing, but still.. i love the idea. Believe it or not, i feel very full after reading it. With my teardrops on my pillow, i said to myself that i should push my self harder. I realize that i spent my days in a very lazy way. Bad, huh? And i should learn how to say "i can" in my everyday.

I found many great quotes there..but my fave magic word is "when you're wishing to be someone else, someone else in somewhere is wishing to be you.." it's just like an answer for my ungrateful behavior. I should begin to concentrate on me. Myself. My strength. My ability. What i can give to others. I should not judge a book by it's cover.

Life is full of romance..when it comes to you in a colorful design. You dream, you struggle, you fall, you cry, you evaluate, you stand up, you work hard, you achieve. It's just like a rainbow that comes after heavy rain. Let's change that magic word into some magic actions. Start from now on...

PS: 9 Matahari told us that we should not regret what u did in the past, or bad situation you're facing now. But, suddenly i remember this S Club 7 song..

"Have You Ever"

Sometimes it's wrong to walk away, though you think it's over
Knowing there's so much more to say
Suddenly the moment's gone
And all your dreams are upside down
And you just wanna change the way the world goes round

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, cos I loved and lost the day I let you go

Can't help but think that this is wrong, we should be together
Back in your arms where I belong
Now I've finally realised it was forever that I've found
I'd give it all to change the way the world goes round

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, cos I loved and lost the day I let you go

I really wanna hear you say that you know just how it feels
To have it all and let it slip away, can't you see
Even though the moment's gone, I'm still holding on somehow
Wishing I could change the way the world goes round

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry (I'm sorry)
Can't you see, (ohhh) that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, (I should know) cos I loved and lost the day I let
Yes I loved and lost the day I let
Yes I loved and lost the day I let you go

It's time to say good bye to all sad memories. And just like another magic word from Adenita, everybody can be a winner. So, don't sing (that song) too much :p